Thursday, November 19, 2009
Should we stay home? Should we wait for him to tell us more clearly that he wants some help dying? I feel so creepy. We'll be home Sunday evening. Will he wait?
We have a dear family friend staying with Bob while we are away. I had to call the vet and give my consent to let Bob die should it become clearer to our friend that it is time. How the heck do you know? I am praying that he will stay with Bob and pet him as the vet injects him for the last time. I can't make him stay with Bob as I would, but I can ask and I can pray he will find the strength to stay with Bob.
I'm thinking I'm done with pets. Just too darn sad. I know, I know... but right now, that's how I feel.
Posted by Melanie at 11:31 PM